The Path I Walked On

I'm pretty sure u getting bored when talk about school..Heck yes like nothing else to say about because that I'm going write about..

Argh I have to go to school today..It so unfairT_T..

When I reread and edited a little my past entries,I laughed myself off and I quite surprise that how so emotional I could get this year and not to forget my so stupid hormones..I think it cools down a bit,at least for now..Really I loved my blog <3..It remind me of who I am in the past and I am now..Maybe I'm still being just me maybe my personality a bit different..Screw that off,it really because of stupid craps fictions I had read..It kinda affects me..Especially the hero but the hero so dense about his feeling sometimes =.=..I hardly like the heroine probably because of always clumsy type eh??So stereotype..

I'm thinking to create another 2 blogs..Each with own special interest haha..I think I will start next month but isn't too many blogs me to handle??I mean come on 1 blog like so hard me to keep up with this blog alone what about another two..I'm not much a typer but I have 2 months of holidays..WTH do u think I will be doing within those 2 months??I want to work yeah sound odd but I want to keep myself occupy..Well u might say 'u can help your mum to do chores' but the computer really distracts me to do anything beside sitting in front of it..Zzz..Its not really healthy..

Haha my 4 days holidays was seriously fantastic..But the trip back home was seriously boring I mean 6 hours trip was so not fun..

My mum said my face getting rounded just like my elder brother..She said I slept too much after PMR exam..Does 1 week rest made so many differences??WTH,why my face become fat instead why not my arms or my body D=??I don't know why but I'm easily get hungry lately although I don't do much of work..

Tanjung Leman beach is the best beach I seen so far that located at the Peninsular Malaysia..The water is seriously crystal clear..The water is so shallow even u go 50 metres from the shore the water only at your waist since the beach is gently sloping..Too bad the beach is quite remote and so far from where I'm living..I didn't have time to play at the beach either..It's really the perfect beach..

I don't bring camera while on this holidays so no picture =(..Ahh I miss the view of wonderful beach of Tanjung Leman..The name sound quite ugly but the view is nothing like the name..It was really worth the trip without having a need to ride up ferry or boat..

Like seriously,I felt slightly nervous because it was my first time went there..The nurse said I was scared..Uhhh,I'm not scared I'm just feeling awkward when the nurse checked and cleaned my teeth and the nurse treated me like a child,keep asking if I understood what she instructed what to do since she afraid I don't understand since I just smiled like an idiot(I couldn't help myself) and maybe my face looked a bit distracted -.-..But the tools are like seriously awesome..Bleah,I never been go to the dentist before,only at school for check up..So I'm too new for all this haha..I'm so lucky since I have perfect teeth..Well not really but all the teeth I currently having now doesn't have any dental filling at all..Yeah good job XD..I don't have enough molars teeth for my age at the moment due lack of space..I'm missing both right and left second molar teeth at my below jaw..I don't think I'll ever be grow my wisdom teeth..Well it's good because I have less teeth to proper care off..

I skipped school today and I will tomorrow too..

Yep,finally I managed to get my 50th entry..I only did it within 10 months^^..

October month has the most entry: 10 entries (so far)
May month was the month I didn't summit entry at all

It kinda irony when the October month has the most entries but the October month that I suppose to stay away from the computer because of PMR exam -.-..

Today at school was absolutely bored..The time ticking like very slowly..Lucky at near the end before school was over,our geography teacher gave us permission to play Monopoly..

I really want to skip school today but I have to return the text books..So yeah..

Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness. Bad days give you experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going..

Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keeps you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps you Glowing, but only God keeps you Going!

In life, nothing is for sure. Appreciate what you have today. Do not compare yourself with others..Live humbly ,do not flaunt your success or riches, instead share your blessings with others.

It's how you live as a person and treat others that will be remembered even when you are long gone..

I was depressed for a few moments before the last paper end..I'm thinking I will never enjoy anything like taking PMR again..Yeah PMR just a once in a life time..I'm seriously didn't put much effort on it and I did nothing extraordinary for PMR..It just like a normal exam to me maybe just a little more important,that's all..I'm anxious because the exam will never be easy again..I have to adapt with a slightly new learning environment and new exam format soon..It seem so suck..

Sure I get the freedom that I been waiting for now but the freedom doesn't last long..I'm worry a lot about my result..I'm screwed in BM paper,it pretty hopeless now but well I can still wish I get A right??

I missed my class exam...Hahaa,I just lucky not to take PMR in hall..It would be so awkward..I remember my position in PMR exam,it was on second floor,third class,second line from the left and second last row..It's so special,all related to second number except the class which was the third-.-..

ERT election is okay..It was not that hard even though I hardly study =X..Although there a few questions that I have no clue the answer is..

Ahh,I'm feeling weird with my body..Ugh I think I will fell sick??Noo!!Why after exam I always sick??

I forgot to mention that I been using mechanical pencil for objective paper since first day of PMR..

I will be return my text books back next Monday..I will miss my text books especially History since I didn't buy any reference book for it..Geography text book Form 3 doesn't interest me much..

Gah,never crossed my mind that Science paper 2 going to be hard..I'm expecting English paper 2 going to be hard since the paper 1 is easy..Nothing in paper 2 that I read for this exam come out..All depends on the teacher taught long time ago that keep in my long term memory and using my logic thinking..I in doubt now if I can get A for science..Yeah sure the marks to get A in Science will be lower but its not that great..

For Mathematics papers,I think alright except certain questions I'm struggle at..The questions in paper 2 was nothing similar in exam I usually do,well but I think it slightly easy..I can get A math for PMR now^^..I have my confidence but not over confidence of cause..History paper,I'm answering it with enthusiasm..I hope I'm not screwing it because of that..

Great why I have to screw up my BM paper??I'm having a bright future to get all subjects that I took exam so far to get A except BM T_T..

Argh too late to regret now..Isn't that a great way to start an important exam??There is very slim chance if I ever get A in BM now..I'm sorry a lot to my parents and Pn. Baishah because I disappoint your hopes..Too bad the world isn't ending just yet when I screwed the BM paper 2..I still can't believe I'm having PMR this week..When I did my BM paper 1,I'm so not serious about it..PMR exam to me is just like another ordinary exam..What happen to me?!?!Argh I must have nerves disconnection somewhere in my brain because I study too hard..Yeah,that such a bad lie..

Like really it coming today??Yeah,whatever I don't really prepare for it but at least I did something..

I glad I could sleep peacefully yesterday..Although I couldn't finish the activities I planned because I dozed off too early..I still feel sleepy even I woke up 1 hour ago..Uhh??

I asked for forgiveness for anyone that know me..I'm apologize if I made you guys hurt in any way or if you feel I kind of show-off sometimes without me knowing it>.<..Wish me goodluck on the exam..I hope I can answer questions confidently..

I love my family so much..They are so supportive and concern about me..I can't disappoint their hope to see me succeed..Thank you especially for:

My mother,she brought me to buy stationary for the exam;..I'm so picky about pen I'm going to write with..Not too forget praying me for my well-being.. My elder sister,she called yesterday..She said don't need to be so stress out..But I still need to get 8 As since she got 8 As XD.. My aunt,she also called me yesterday.. My father,he keep remind to study since I spend too much time in front of computer..At least my father reminded me since my mother didn't.. I love all my teachers without them,I be nothing..So this PMR exam indicated how much I love them..Thank you,for all hardwork:

My Primary Teachers:

My science teacher Year 4 and 5 Pn. Noraini..I love her so much..She knows I'm special gifted ;D..
My mathematics teacher Year 5 and 6 Pn. Norhayati..Well,she is very hardworking..I admit that because of her I scored A in mathematics in UPSR..
My BM teacher Year 5 and 6 Pn. Salmah..She so sarcastic..I enjoyed a lot while her teaching me in class..She also loves to tell us stories..

My Secondary Teachers:

My science teacher Form 1 Pn. Zalina..I love her a lot..Maybe because she tend to notice me a lot more than other students..
My geography teacher Form 1 and 2 Pn. Rohani..She made me fell in love with geography..The love with the subject never die until this moment..
My BM and sejarah teacher Form 3 Pn. Baishah..Well I started to like her when I getting better in sejarah and she started to notice me more..Hehe,she so supportive to me,she believe I can get A in BM if I work just a little more..
My mathematics teacher Form 3 Pn. Asiah..She just want me to change my attitude,if I do she believes that I do much better since I have my potential..It just a waste to let my potential to rust just like that..I hope I can do it..Believe it!! Naruto too much,haha XD
My mentor Pn. Saleha..She helped me better in sejarah,without her tutor I still struggling with sejarah subject..

Seriously,I dislike the fact that the heat PMR is getting near >.<..

Yesterday at school,there was 'ask for blessing to the teachers' ceremony..My both arms quite ache after shaking hands with many teachers..Meh,now I couldn't imagine how tired the teachers were after shaking hands with many students..After the ceremony on the way to my class,I felt a bit of exhausted..It became worse while on the journey to my house..I like wanted to collapse after I arriving home..Where the heck my energiticness??I usually have some reserved energy but now I don't think I have anymore D=..

OMG,in the class yesterday it kinda funny when one my classmate who is boy asked me to write love letter since his friend who is same classmate as me said he jealous of his friend got love letter,so he want it too (it's the boy who I talked in the recent entry)..Eww,WTH isn't that odd??I mean come on the PMR exam so near,I don't have time to write that stupid stuff..So I turned down the request hahaa..I don't get it why he asked me to write it??You could just ask another girl but why me??It not like I interested in that boy anyways..Just because that boy tend to mark my paper lot it doesn't mean we have connection >.>..Before I forget,I thought the boy used to get love letter before??

Today I will need to arrange the table for PMR exam after recess..It's really indicate that PMR getting nearer..I pray I have good health in terms of physical and mental when the PMR is held..

Okay,that is a random title=.=..Couldn't be anything else haha..

Last Saturday,my family and I went to eat lunch at Kenny Rogers Roaster for our special gathering..The total bill was RM 135 plus a few cents O.O..Real expensive since my family on ate the lunch for only 25 minutes..Yeah quite long but the foods quite a lot..I mean 1 whole and a half chicken to eat plus the 4 bowls side dish..

So today I marked the 'gerak gempur' answer paper..Boring..Yeah,I know but I cant resist the fact certain someone keep getting my paper to mark..Not that I'm complaining,he just quite unfortunate not to get other people paper >.>..I never got a chance to mark his paper thought ahhaaa...Better stay that way..I rather let he marks my paper rather than his deskmate because his deskmate the one who scribbled my history paper (that now become ashes)..Grr..

Now I pretend that PMR is just 2 days more..Argh,I'm too relaxing now..Serious problem =.=..