The Path I Walked On

This week a bit havoc??Yesterday I thought I lost my Chemistry reference book because I couldn't find it around my bedroom..I complained to my friend that I lose the book but in the end I found it under my bed..

Today,while on the way back home,suddenly my bike's chain lose up..It was sort of annoying because it was real hot and my house like 1/4 away..I didn't bother to fix up the chain on the spot because I didn't want my school uniform to get dirty..Although,I consider it was alright since the distance close enough to my house and it didn't take much time to walk..

Let's just say this monthly test indicates my weakness and strength subjects so far..Biology and Chemistry have potential to be my strength subjects..While Additional Mathematics and Malay language are actually my weakness subjects..My potential weakness subjects are Physic and History..About Religion and Mathematics,I'm not so sure..English language is actually fine as long I use English regularly..

It is very sad when I know History is my potential weakness subject but last year actually my strength subject..Well objective paper made it easy but it is different this year..

I take Geography as an extra subject just because I love Geography so much..Even the teacher can't make me hate Geography >.>..However,this year I don't take Geography as exam subject,only for study..

Today while PE period,my height and weight been measured..My height currently now is 152 cm while my weight is 38 kg..My height same as my close friend..Thankfully I grew 5 cm and gained 4 kg in weight..I thought I never grew or gained much..Wow,that quite a lot compared last year 147 cm and 34 kg..I want to grow 15 cm more and gain 10 kg more hopefully ^^..

Other than that,it is obviously about monthly test marks..Modern mathematics mark is quite shocking..I never expect to get it quite good..I thought I screwed the subjective part..My addition mathematics mark is all right but it is slightly better than I thought..Not that I satisfy with it but it proves that I can get marks,if I put on practice more and stop being so careless..However,history mark was quite expected..Yay for being not remembering??

Before I forget that my close friend (Maysarah,who else??) mentioned to me that yesterday she finally received her cellphone,the main gift for getting 8 A's in PMR..Her new cellphone same model and colour as my current cellphone,red XpressMusic 5220..

I remembered well when she told me that I have the same model of cellphone as she planned to buy..Actually she planned to buy XpressMusic 5310 but she choose XpressMusic 5220 instead since XpressMusic 5310 quite expensive compared to 5220..She complained to me it was unfair that I got my cellphone way before her even thought I didn't get 8 A's =P..She blamed at her brother because he using too much her parents money..

Guess what??Akmal changed his mind..Well I consider it a good decision,who is stupid enough to pass up the golden opportunity that comes once in a life time??Oh well,another boy departed,another one arrived..Like a tradition,if a ex-classmates comes back will be label as a new student althought not excactly a new student..As expected Firdaus came back to our school yeah..

So today like quite non-productive day,I hardly study at a part from Chemistry and Physics(You can never exclude the subject)..As usual I got a few subject marks from the monthly test and well the marks are not impressive at all..That what I got from not taken the test seriously..Who actually care about the monthly test anyways??However I think the upcoming other subjects marks sure will be horrible considering I'm screwed some subject papers..

I haven't do single thing unfortunately..

Guess what??Akmal refused the SBP invitation..I'm not sure it's confirmed or not since I heard the news from my close friend,he probably can change his mind last minutes..I'm not the one who to judge his decision,my father said you can pretty much doing well anywhere if u put effort on your study..Which I lack...

OMG!!Well let's just say Akmal is very lucky this time..I just checked the result for SBP and he got accepted in one of the best SBP..I know I'm pretty late but who cares..You know what now Ridzamir going to be quite lonely unless he going to ask some help to get into any SPB or MRSM..You know last year,Ridzamir going along with Azim,Asyraf,Mujahid,Firaus(he going back to our school,I think)Kamal and lastly Akmal the one who staying..I'm listing the smart ones since Ridzamir close with smart boys..Since Akmal got accepted in SBP,he mostly will go right??Now Ridzamir going to regret for refusing SBP invitation??Since all the smart boys goes somewhere which is much better place except Azim(he moved to somewhere near Kuala Lumpur)..I think boys in 402 going be near extinction..

Last Friday,while in English period,my English teacher was needed in a hockey match..So our Chemistry teacher relieved him,she gave permission student to anything but as usual just don't be loud..While I was chatting and looking one of my friend doing Additional Mathematics,one of my close friend pointed at Ridzamir and Akmal sitting next do each other with nothing to do at the back of the class and looked quite lonely..Both of them don't go well with the new boys..

What I can say for this monthly test are consisted two word which are totally failure..Yeah I know why because I screwed most of the papers..It is such ironic because all subjects except modern mathematics mostly covered 1-3 chapters only..I'm so doomed in additional mathematics test..I pretty much messed up Biology,History and Modern Mathematics subjective section..I need to work out the additional mathematics,no time to fool around for this upcoming holidays..Something I noticed was I'm so unprepared for this test..It was not like I blamed visiting my paternal grandmother for 3 days last weekend was actually prevented me from revising..I always can study last minutes,I mean like early in the morning before the test but this time I'm not confidence able to answer the questions..I can't understand why I got my confidence when I took PMR exam when the truth was I didn't prepare much..This time my confidence nearly non-existence..

It was so fun..I enjoyed my day at school today^^..First,there a club meeting,unexpectedly the teacher decided to have a little feast..Then while biology period,my practical teacher had her lecture came over..While teaching,she asked me I couldn't utter the right word to answer my teacher question since I couldn't get my brain my brain to work..It was too sudden she asked me question..Then when she finished explaining,she held an activity..I was like enthusiastic to join it since snake and ladder game..She explained how the game work then she asked for a volunteer from each group and I was the first one to come out in front to play the game..I didn't mind really to come out in front of class as long it not involving talking in front class..In the end of the activity,my teacher give me 2 Cadbury snack bar because my courageousness to came out first..Well I'm not greedy so I'm giving 1 of the snack bar to my groupmates to share..But still,I considered I'm greedy because I'm having 1 snack bar to all myself XP..

You know what,I love this year practical teachers because they are creative since they always held nice activities to play with and giving snacks and sweets as a reward from taking part of the activity..Although I didn't mind if there no reward as long the activity is fun..I feel like a child when the teacher give the snacks and sweets lol..Seriously higher secondary students don't need any reward,it only suppose to happen in primary school haha..However,I don't mind the teacher give those thing since foods could sue my brain to understand what I don't understand =D..Really it works..

Guess what??Out of blue,my deskmate called me this evening..It been so long,I didn't hear her voice,around a month ago..She called me around 5 PM the evening,I just woke up from my nap literally..I answered my cellphone and I thought it was my close friend,Maysarah at first..I couldn't tell the difference between my deskmate's voice and my close friend voice >.<..My brain at the loss for awhile,I don't expect my brain to work fully all again when I woke up from sleep..Somehow in the haziness,I guessed it was my deskmate called since I find my close friend voice a bit more cheery and my deskmate voice is quite soft spoken..When I'm talking to her my voice was like so scratchy since I woke up from the nap and I didn't drink much water after eating lunch..I think the conversation was pretty meaningless because she the one who the did most the talking and I was like rambled on like an idiot since my brain couldn't work fully just yet..I feel like the call wasn't enough for me,I feel need to talk to her more after she ended the call..There so many things to ask but I couldn't get the questions out from my mouth..

I missed her,sound like she going to stay in MRSM..I'm trying not to be selfish,I support what the best for her..Look at the bright side,Maysarah still along with me..When and where I could find my motivation back again??Who will going to motivate me and willing to let me copy some homework (obviously I'm only copy homework from someone who have likely to have correct answers)??

Okay,I have nothing good to say for the last weekend..It went just normally..*Sigh* Next week is monthly test,so exciting..I need to prepare for it but I don't have a single clue what kind of exam format in some subjects..Great..

You know what??My little effort really worth it ahahah..I mean the duty to fill in the Biology section..