The Path I Walked On

I was so worried about my result simply because I was not doing my best during the exam..I admitted that I was less ready for PSPM 1 than SPM..Nevertheless the worry a bit unnecessary because I did get a good result..Although not flying colour but it exceed my expectation..

After my English lecturer Miss Nurul-Huda handed my transcription after I saw my result I was crying in front of all people..Three kind of feeling mixed into 1,happiness,disappointment and frustration..It was unexpected and shocking..I couldn't shake off the feeling after awhile..

After so much difficulty to finish up Semester 1 Matriculation,so many breakdown,distraught and countless of unhappiness moment,that taught me to improve myself for better..Especially Physics,I barely understand what been taught in lecture..Thankfully,my Physics tutorial lecturer is best one..

On 12th October 2011,I took the MUET test..Thankfully it went all smooth..It was nerve wrecking because my group was the second last to perform MUET speaking test..I had to suffer 1.5 hour before its over..However,my teammates were great..They are very cooperative and practicing like every night before MUET test..So we got ourselves comfortable discussing..

It been exactly 5 days ago I back from Perak Matriculation College..There so much things to say but it will be long type..I supposed to type a post about Matriculation preparation before I left to matriculation before 23 May but I got busy so I never had a chance to type..

First of all,the week of orientation like draining all my energy..I really got barely enough sleep,it like the worst week ever ._. ..What a way to torture us >.>..I had to get up as early as 4 AM to go shower and only get some sleep after 11.30 PM..Everyone must empty the hostel on 5.30am..It was a very frantic week..I couldn't believe I made it through..Nevertheless the AJKO (Ahli Jawatan Kuasa Orientasi) were very entertaining and almost made up the the negative parts..

Then,the classes started after the first weekend I went home..My nightmare didn't exactly start right away cause I still had the time to play online game and surfing internet *cough*..But it was slowly catching up..

I really like my Biology tutorial lecturer and she also my former lecture..And I like my former Chemistry lecture cause he is so cute =P..Sadly,he got replaced by a new lecturer last Friday..My Mathematics lecture is very fun and I don't need to jot down the note cause he made the notes and handed to us ^^..Of cause he explains well so I don't problem much apart I lack of practice..I struggled to understand Physics..If I did understand,it like way behind..

Well what so nightmare about matriculation anyways??It is because the quite tiring schedule (8 AM till 4 PM) and the lab report u have to send every week,this is true especially when you are taking Science - Module 1..Imagined 3 lab reports (Biology,Physic and Chemistry) have to do..For your information,I didn't really send my PEKA on time during secondary school >.>..I barely got room to breath when I have to send Physics lab report the day after I did the experiment and Biology lab report the next day (Biology and Physics practical on the same day)..The Physics lab report can take more than 3 hours if there plotting graph involved =.=..

Unfortunately,I'm so hard to adapt with the new social environment,I feel like so out of place..I don't feel comfortable to show my true colour..So far I only 1 friend in my tutorial class that somewhat comfortable to be myself..My roommates mostly keep to themselves,we never went to cafe or walking to class together..Nonetheless,there are moments when we chat around like the best thing ever =P..

Yesterday,I finally got my braces with pink band..It's not like I requested it,the doctor put it..I feel like I barely eat anything after getting my braces because I'm a bit uncomfortable to chew my food..You know I don't feel like brushing my teeth every time after I eat something either..First time eating after wearing braces,I tried to eat porridge I got the food stuck all over my bracket and wire ._. ..I think 5% of food I ate ended up getting stuck in-between my braces and I have to brush my teeth..A horrifying sight after I saw myself in the mirror after I ate =X..I freaked out when my front tooth wiggle when I lightly touched it..Later,I found on the internet it was normal occurrence cause the tooth slowly adjusting in new position..However,my left front tooth a bit lower than my right one,making it looks uneven..I never noticed until after I wear my braces =/..

In my opinion,the process of fixing braces wasn't hurt at all,just tasted like glue =P..Aftermath u teeth feel like sore all over..But better than tooth extraction experience..

I supposed to post about this yesterday but the Blogger seem to experience technical difficulties,so I had to postpone it..

On 12 May I had another tooth extraction on my right side of mouth..This time I already familiar with the tooth extraction procedures..Although I admitted this tooth extraction a lot more pain than the previous one..I barely felt a thing last time but this time I felt sharp pain in my gum..The doctor tried two times pulled out my tooth before successfully doing it..

On the bright side,at least I not being bothered with the pain before I went sleep..It was no fun really..However,I fell sick on the night with headache and fever..So I couldn't sleep properly throughout the night but its better than in pain..

The next day,I have hard time eating with my left side cause my upper molar missing..I have to eat slowly..Now I don't feel like eating anything because of that..

Last Saturday,my family went to east coast of Peninsular Malaysia for a holiday..My father decided to use new route Ringlet - Sungai Koyan because my father like to drive to a new road that he never been before..Anyways before reaching to Ringlet,my father used the old road Tapah - Ringlet instead of new one Simpang Pulai - Cameron Higlands..Oh if you used the old road before you know how it feel..Tortuous road indeed but better than Genting Highland road..

The scenery along Ringlet - Sungai Koyan route is rather beautiful..On the way,my mum and I spotted an eye-catching tree,from far I could see red flowers all over the tree..My mum asked to take picture but I didn't bother cause we were moving the picture would look blur..

After exited the route,we were heading to Sungai Tekam near Jerantut to visit my aunt who lives there..We stayed there for the night..

The next morning,my family heading to Kuala Besut,Terengganu..It was a long journey,I only managed to stay awake till Paka,where the petroleum refineries located then I dozed off..When I woke up,I already at Kuala Terengganu..My father used the coastal road but I already went through the road a few times before..Nothing to miss I guess..

On the way to Kuala Besut,we stopped at Penarik to eat squid fritters and cendol..Unfortunately the squid was not up to our expectation but the cendol tasted creamy delicious as usual..My father bought some fresh crabs for my mum to cook chili crabs..

The next morning,my younger siblings were excited to swim in the sea but I still exhausted from last journey so I decided to pass up the opportunity to sleep in..Haha even the sea couldn't lure me out from my bed =P..After one hour later,my mother and my younger siblings back from the beach because the sun shining so brightly and getting hot even it was only 10 in the morning..

Later on,my family went to NoorHafiza Batik Shop near Jerteh..My father bought two pair of batik shirts and my mother bought batik cloth..Behind the shop,I able to see batik in the making..We continued our journey to Rantau Panjang,Kelantan..My father used GPS to lead the way and by pass Kota Bharu..Since my father made a mistake,the GPS lead us to a mini tar road..Nevertheless,we managed to reach our destination..Then we went to Pengkalan Kubor..Ironically,my family didn't buy anything from both place..Only some mangoes from Thailand..

Before we heading back to the resort we stayed in Kuala Besut,we made a brief a stop at Sri Tujuh Beach to enjoy sea breeze..

In the early morning on Tuesday,my father was pestering me to get ready to go back home..Ended up my father asked me to take a walk to the beach with my younger siblings..Although the walk ended with swim the sea instead cause the sea waves quite calm..The sea water seem pretty crystal clear till my younger brother caught a sight a fish swam around him..I tried to catch the fish but the fish had black appearance making me doubtful if the fish was poisonous..So in the end the fish managed to swim out of danger..

After one hour of swimming,we went back to the resort to pack our stuff..Afterward, we headed to Penarik once again to buy kerepok lekor and kerepok kering..We also stopped at usual stall cause my brother wanted to eat squid fritters but I only ate cendol and kerepok lekor..

It was pretty early that time,so my father decided to use Kuala Berang - Gua Musang route..The scenery is beautiful along the way cause u able to see some part of Kenyir Lake..Unexpectedly my father stopped at newly built Elephant Santuary on the way..I able to see a young female elephant up close..I wanted to touch the elephant but I kind of afraid..I settled with only taking photographs..But the elephant either pretty bored or playful kept swinging its trunk to the right and left..

The young female elephant name Suria

Apparently,the road on Terengganu already completed but the horror was the Kelantan part of the route..The road condition full of potholes and I was hungry after that because so much bumping =P..

It is so shiny that it blinded my eyes >.<..Well that is an exaggeration >.>..It is barely shiny or glossy actually..

Anyways I supposed to receive my laptop next weekend when my father was planning to buy my laptop on PC Fair at PWTC in KL.. However,it was all change when last Friday my desktop computer's monitor all sudden blackout within a few second when I switch on computer..At first my father thought it due to dust keep piling up on the monitor and the graphic driver (my desktop CPU left open),so I had to cleaned it off..But the monitor still didn't recover so my father thought must the monitor faulty..

So the next day,Saturday in the morning my mother came upstairs to wake me up and persuaded me to go to PC Depot at Ipoh to buy a new monitor along with laptop so I don't need to go PC Fair next week..I was a bit reluctant to agree but I wouldn't want go in crowded place like PC Fair..I was excited while on the way..Boy,it took a long time to get to PC Depot because my father wanted to use different route to Ipoh instead of highway but we ended up using highway anyways haha =X..

When I arrived at PC Depot,I was a bit disappointed because there were limited choices laptops on display..I remembered correctly,there was only like seven laptops on display >.<..Two of them Toshiba,two are HP (one of them I choose to buy),one ASUS and two Acer..Before this,my father recommended me to buy HP or Compaq laptop because these laptops usually lasted on long run without any problem..So only I only had my eyes on two of the HP laptops..One of the laptop cost RM1799 while the other one RM2299..Of cause my heart's desire toward more expensive one cause my aunt sponsored to pay for the laptop price..The ASUS laptop kind of caught my eyes cause 17" inches screen but it was over my aunt budget which was only RM2500 but the laptop price was RM2699..Nonetheless,the laptop had the downsides cause it too big and heavy for my liking..

In the end,I choose to buy the laptop which cost RM2299..The laptop model is HP G42-459TX Notebook PC..The laptop specifications:

* Intel Core i5-480M Processor (2.66 GHz with Turbo Boost up to 2.93 GHz, 3MB L3 Cache)
* 2GB DDR3 RAM
* 640GB HDD
* 14.0” diagonal High-Definition HP BrightView LED Display (1366 x 768)
* ATI Mobility Radeon™ HD 6370 Graphics (1GB)
* Bluetooth, Webcam with Integrated Microphone (VGA)

The specifications are pretty nice for my usage and hopefully last for years to come ~.^..

If you take a look at the picture it looks like a briefcase except without the handler =P

The laptop's screen is pretty reflective when turned off,can act as a mirror XD

The screen is quite bright till the camera's flash won't turn on when I set my camera auto-flash setting

Now when I look at the pictures of my laptop,it doesn't look new or nice..But it barely matter cause I appreciate the laptop that been gifted to me..

I would like to thanks my aunt for sponsoring the laptop cause the money actually belonged to my paternal grandmother before she passed away..I'll use the laptop in a good way hopefully =D..

My new 20.0" inches desktop computer's monitor

The new monitor looks small in the picture but trust me it quite huge in real life..Movies anyone haha??

Yesterday,my family visited my elder sister at Ipoh..

When we arrived at Ipoh,it already lunch time..My family decided to take away Burger King and Domino's Pizza and ate at my elder sister's house rent..Afterward,I took a nap cause very sleepy..

We chatted around in the evening..Then my sister recommended a restaurant that she been before to eat dinner..My father took us there..Before that my father went to Greentown Mall to buy me a watch..I been so long without wearing a watch due to my former watch the wrist strap broke off..

I had some difficulties to choose right watch because my wrist is small and all the watches like all have big display screen ._. ..Until the seller recommended this white and pink watch because I wanted electronic watch..It is cute but why it has to pink and white!?!?Apparently the watch only the last left and it was on discounted price..So I tried on and looked nice on me since the screen lies nicely on my wrist,so I picked that watch..I wished the watch has another colour selection rather than pink..

Anyways the seller said the original price for the watch is RM119 but the discount price only RM70..I like the watch but I still don't know how to adjust the time just yet =.=..I tried to fiddling with it but no avail,I still can't adjust the time D=..Why it have to be so difficult..My watch like 13 minutes late now >.<..My watch's time always 5-7 minutes ahead..The fastest I set my watch time was 17 minutes ahead >.>..

On the watch screen printed 10 years battery life..I was like really??Well let see if it up to the expectation cause mostly my previous watches died like roughly about a year..



I realised something when I had my previous watch,the first thing I did after I woke up was reading the time on my watch (Yeah I have a habit to wear my watch all the time except during shower or swimming)..When I read a poll,a huge amount of people voted on checking their cellphone as the first thing to do after they wake up..So I'm wondering the ones who checking the phone after they wake up checking any unread message or reading the time on their cellphones??

It been a week after the most anticipated moment..Time flies so fast is it??

I still recalled I was feeling after seeing my result..I admitted some disappointment bit my heart but I still grateful because there's still sunshine..After I received my result I straight went out school hall to call my mum..I got the courage to call my mum somewhat,if not I was sure reluctant to do so..I cried somewhere between calling..I called my elder sister after that but the line clear wasn't so clear I had to message her instead..

After I took my personal file from my class teacher I went straight back home..It was not like I ashamed with my result but I just urged to go home..I think I didn't talk much with my classmates that day before and after taking the result..When I arrived at home,gave my father to read my the result and I turned on the computer..Somehow as the time passed,I quite lost what to do..Every thing I did,didn't feel right..I had to eat something to calm my raging nerves that suddenly overwhelmed me..

Fortunately because my result is okay,I'm going to receive a laptop as a present from my aunt..

Anyways I would like to thank my dear teachers and my beloved friends for being there..Whether you supported or helped me before or not,it barely matter..Although my classmates might find the eccentric side of me after certain incident =X..

I almost forgotten that my cat Si Sukun just gave birth about 2 weeks ago..There are 4 kittens and the kittens already opened their eyes this week..Three of the kitten have the same fur like their mother and their grandfather..Only a single kitten truly inherited the father's fur..

I surprised I got A+ in chemistry,although I admitted I defied my class teacher aka my chemistry teacher for 2 years orders quite a lot..However I got C+ in Additional Mathematics..I feel a bit disappoint but my brother always said I going to fail the subject =.=..My Malay Language is B only,so bad ._. ..I never good at writing long essay >.>..My Biology take a surprise turn when I only managed to achieve B+ only..I think the Biology graph was high to get A grade..My elective subject Geography I only got B+..What a waste,but I still enjoyed what I learned on Geography..Other than that my Physics and History got A-..While the other 3 subjects are A..

Congratulation to my friends Maysarah and Miza for getting straight A's..Best wishes their ambitions come true..

2 weeks ago,the wedding went smoothly and was terrific..I supposed to post this entry last week but I got something else that occupied my time and I kept forgetting about it..It was an exhaustive journey but still fun regardless..

Both my younger brother and sister were having fun swimming in the swimming pool near the resort where we were staying that lasted for hours..They both ended having tanned..

Sadly I supposed to undergo another tooth extraction this afternoon but the dentist has eye's infection,she can't see clearly and she don't want her patients will get infected also..So the appointment has to be cancel..I guess it was a blessing considering there is a big moment in my life tomorrow..

I sworn I regretted to have my perfectly tooth extracted because last night after the effect anesthesia worn off,I was in dull pain roughly 2 hours before I dozed off..Last night,I decided to sleep early around 9 PM..The anesthesia started to wear off around 7PM then the pain started to gnaw me that I couldn't do anything without being bothered by the pain..

When I wanted to sleep,the pain started to get worse..I didn't have painkillers provided,so I had to endure the pain and it was bothering me that I couldn't get some sleep..Eventually I cried on the bed and started to think I regretted to have my tooth extracted and I felt I didn't want to get braces anymore (Yeah silly me,a little too late to back off now)..Finally,I managed to sleep somehow..

Anyways,I slept till 2PM because what the point waking up earlier (I couldn't eat)..After I took a shower,I came downstairs watched my brother played PC because I was a bit scared to drink or eat..Nevertheless,my fear didn't last long when I couldn't starve anymore..I tried to drink Tropicana Twister orange juice and it felt fine..So I started to eat without a care because I was hungry (A bit cautious when I'm chewing food)..

I'm having hard time to swallow my saliva and my left cheek still puffy due (I have no idea) maybe because of the injection of anesthesia..Moreover,I'm sort of hungry but I can't eat until tomorrow..

To be honest,the injection wasn't that painful or scary..However,I frightened a bit by tooth extraction..I never went through it,so I have no idea how the procedure goes..At first,I was relaxed and calm when the dentist injected me but I tensed when I was going to have my tooth extracted..

My dentist told me couple of times to be relaxed..Fortunately the doctor instructed me to close my eyes when she extracted my tooth..When the dentist's helper holding my head,the dentist shook my tooth hard and then I heard a crack sound but I didn't feel any pain thankfully..When she finally had my tooth pulled,it appeared that one of my root broke and still within my gum..After much of fuss,she managed to let the root out..

My sleeping schedule still screwed although I slept a lot on Friday..Around 17 hours perhaps??

Apparently I was anticipated to go Ipoh because my father going to buy new pair of sandal for me =)..Sad I stucked with old sandal because my new a few months old sandal,the ankle strap snapped because my younger brother accidentally stepped on my right sandal during shopping..Imagined I stucked with a sandal that didn't has strap on until I got home..It probably looked weird but I guess nobody noticed it much since I wore a pair of long jeans that pretty much covered my ankle..

The new pair of sandal is so cute even my elder sister decided to get a pair same as me..The sandal is pretty expensive,RM158 the price tag..OMG,shocker I know but my father said I'm very careful with my things,so it is okay..Hopefully it won't get stolen or the strap snapped like the last one..It look like a pair of wedge sandals but its not that high because that just risking my ankle to get sprain =X..

Actually I haven't try to wear outside house just yet only tried during the shoes store and a bit in the house..The sandal itself really light and comfortable as I could feel..

I have no longer regular sleeping schedule and it messes up my biological clock..I don't know when I usually sleep and wake up..Sometimes I think I sleep more than needed or I stay up longer than necessary..Today I woke up around 1.30 PM,I slept around 5.30 AM..

Wow,it is really amazing I still stick to one blog for so long..Although I seldom update nowadays..This blog holds so much memories and ever so subtle secrets ^^..

Well I haven't done anything much lately..After I finished my SPM examination,I was busy playing MapleSEA and Facebook's games for about a month..However beginning last week,I started to play The Sims 3..It was so addicting..I refused to go anywhere with my family because of it..Pathetic,I know..

The Sims 3 has really endless possibilities..So far,I play my sims on second generation..It took awhile..