The Path I Walked On

Its not that great but its acceptable..Congratulation 2 3 my closest friends Maysarah and Diyana,especially my deskmate Nabilahanis for getting 8 As <3..

For your information,I'm the one who spoiled my deskmate result to her without her take the result slip just yet..Well she not arrive at school yet when I took my result..When I took the result I have to sign to ensure the result is correct,since her name just below mine,I could see clearly she got 8As..She so happy when she heard the news..So again congratulation to her once again^^..

Well its 30th December..Nothing big..Well just pray I'll get what I want for tomorrow..

Erm really I don't feel like typing much in my blog..Bleah my tooth got hole,so need to get drilled and put filling =(..Oh yeah another stupid dental appointment within 2 weeks time..Ahh when it going to be over??

Depressed or anxious waiting 2 get the result on 30th December..Psh I don't feel like going to visit my paternal grandmother again..Zzz just last week we visited her..

Okay,I'm just kidding about that..At least is a part true..My father bought a new 19" inch LCD monitor,2 days ago..So it is real nice monitor instead of a 21" inch bulky monitor..It has a flat screen,quite slim body and black in colour..

Its just too sad,I don't want it to happen..

Nothing going on this week so far..Except that I passed my oral hygiene test..Wee,its so unexpected not that I took a lot of my time to take care of it..My mum went back to visit maternal grandparents on Monday and back on late Tuesday evening..It so quiet while my mum away..

rAAAAHHH...OMG you really don't know I'm so insane that I didn't sleep at night because of reading stupid fiction that gave me urge to read more till I realised it morning...But OMG the story was real awesome sigh..I'm so in mixed feeling anyways..It real bloody suspense,you never know how the twist went..Jaaa,I'm going to self-destruct later due lack of sleep...Anyways,as I thought the ending well quite expected..However,it real awesome the climaxed or whatever near the ending plot..I think I hold my breath while reading it..It so dreadful and I got shaken up for the thrill..You won't ever think want to go see the ending,u thought it will spoil it because the twist is so great..For the people who thinks 'OMG this story is too long',well u can skip it but it kills the excitement ahaha..

Oh the funny part was when I reading the heart wrenching part,my younger sister cried all the way..Oh what a nice sound effect =P..Not that I mind much,I still could keep my concentration on the reading..Wow,now I thought I too indulge deeply haha..

Well,my sister complained I ate too much of her cake..Pffts greedy sister..My father bought 2 slices of cake from Secret Recipe..

Yesterday,I went out to Tesco with my family..It so freaking crowded there..It ended up someone stole our trolley..Geez my father so frustrated about it,he said if he saw the one who stole the trolley he going immediately to punch that person in face..The trolley even has our things in,but that person put away the things on a box..Hhaha,but well I'm afraid my father didn't spot that person..What do u expect??All trolleys look the same..Its not like the trolley has my father name on it..

Well,the secondary 3 life is officially end and say farewell to lower secondary..I'm going to higher secondary..Its so sad..I'm pretty sure some of my classmates going to be apart because they choose the different streams or move to different school..I'm truly wish that my deskmate going to the same class and school as I do..

My class in wreckage in the morning due the fact the secondary 2 student made party in the class..They left their mess to us to clean up..I mean WTH we don't even make party in our freaking class,we just did in the canteen while they enjoyed the party in the class..

After that,my classmates took a lot of photos using my camera until the batteries were low..Luckily my classmate brought 1 battery spare..

It so disappointing..I didn't care much about the food but without teacher present making this party was quite pointless being held at school..Sure my classmates having fun taking pictures and eating but none of the teacher accompanied us even our class teacher..We held the party by ourselves..The teachers seem so drift apart from the students after PMR exam..I don't know whose to be blame..It's so sad =(..

It's seem that last week I took PMR exam but the truth is was a month ago..The PMR result will be out at the end December month..Its 1 month and a half away..

Finally after 15 years of my life I can actually watch movie at cinema -.-..Don't blame me when I excited about this little stuff but my town was just too poor to actually have a cinema..

To tell you the truth,the outing almost not going to make it because my father want to go to Ipoh and shopping there..I said to myself 'argh just forget the plan,tomorrow still have the chance'..Fortunately my father canceled off the plan but instead we going to shop in Taiping..I still not telling my family about the outing,out of the blue I blurted out about the outing when my mum asked me to get ready..So my mum hesitantly gave me the permission to watch movie,of cause my father gladly gave the permission,yay ^.^..But my mum still being persistent to give me another chance if I ever ask one..It like so funny when my parents took forever to get to the shopping centre..

My family ate first while I'm messaging my friends who waiting me..My friend's cellphone ran out of battery because of that..After arrived I saw my friends at the shopping centre,my mum asked me to shop whatever I need then I can go with my friends..You know I took a long time to shop haha..Pity for my friends who waiting me..

I went to find my friends who were waiting for me after I informed my mum..I like so unbelievable after so many challenges just to watch movie..So first we off to buy tickets movie,we actually didn't know which movie to watch since the movie I want to watch it like 2 hours away..One of my friend said u could wait while eating but I mean come on who the heck eating for 2 hours >.>??My friends and I actually queued and decided which movie to watch according the movie nearest that will be show..

At the counter,apparently the Madagascar 2 was actually the closest movie that will be show on 12:30PM,which at the time 12:20 PM..I said,'I don't know if we watch HSM 3,if we would end up late,I afraid my mum scold me'..Since the counter lady asked us to hurry up since the line was long..So with heavy heart I choose Madagascar 2..Then we bought popcorn and drinks and ahead we went into the cinema..The funny thing was both of hands of my friends and I hands occupied with drink and popcorn,so it very hard to hand in the the tickets..Haha..

Well the movie was quite great..Although it never in our planning to watch 2 movies..Okay,but the idea to watch 2 movies did click on my mind once while watching Madagascar 2..The cinema was very cold so we need to go to the toilet after drinking Pepsi..So at that moment like 2:00 PM..I said to my friends 'let's go watch HSM 3 since we still have time'..On of my friend agreed since she quite eager to watch the movie..So we queued again then bought our ticket which the last 3 seats available,well the position its not that bad but it at the end..After the movie end my friends and I went to the toilet again..Yeah since it quite cold although I hardly drink..

So we went to KFC to eat..While eating I told my friends I'm afraid my mum will never let me watch movie again since we so long went out..I felt guilty too..Gah after eating KFC I felt very full..I felt like want to throw up very badly..Yeah who doesn't feel want to throw up after eating 1 large bowl of mashed potatoes,1 burger,cheesy wedges and Pepsi drink in one session..But all the worries were so not worth it when my mum didn't comment anything about the outing..It's looks like I can watch another movie in this school holidays <3..

I met so many people that I recognised while outing..That's includes my ex-elementary school headmaster,a teacher that teaches in my secondary school and of cause my schoolmates..

Phew,that's a long entry =P..

I just realised although some High School Musical 3 songs are catchy but it really feel weird hearing it without video to watch it..Yeah so great >.>..

I had fever on Wednesday,maybe its just good thing or bad thing I don't know because I skipped school on that day..My father was pestering me to take medicine but of cause I insisted to take medicine since I don't want my body to depend on the medicine much..My father actually worried the heat of the fever might cause some injuries on my brain..I doubt it could happen thought since it was not that bad..

Anyways,my internet acted again yesterday evening..I'm just glad the internet back this evening..Uhh this is so a regularly activity..Who the heck knows when my internet acting again since yesterday I can surfing just fine then my computer all the the sudden restarted,after that I can't connect anymore =(..

Muhaha,finally after 2 weeks after PMR exam I actually have the hardworking urge to clean up the papers mess that scattered all over my study table and my bed too..It took awhile since I have to sort back the papers that I need..I don't throw all paper,I still keep most of them mostly but man when I piled up the papers that need to be recycle,it quite a pile..

This evening,I visited my aunt at my maternal grandparents' house since she just recently gave birth to a baby girl..It's so funny my younger brother and sister all staring at the baby intently since they never seen a baby before or they just don't remember it..In fact I also never seen a new born baby for a quite sometime,till I forget how small new born baby is..

I'm pretty sure u getting bored when talk about school..Heck yes like nothing else to say about because that I'm going write about..

Argh I have to go to school today..It so unfairT_T..

When I reread and edited a little my past entries,I laughed myself off and I quite surprise that how so emotional I could get this year and not to forget my so stupid hormones..I think it cools down a bit,at least for now..Really I loved my blog <3..It remind me of who I am in the past and I am now..Maybe I'm still being just me maybe my personality a bit different..Screw that off,it really because of stupid craps fictions I had read..It kinda affects me..Especially the hero but the hero so dense about his feeling sometimes =.=..I hardly like the heroine probably because of always clumsy type eh??So stereotype..

I'm thinking to create another 2 blogs..Each with own special interest haha..I think I will start next month but isn't too many blogs me to handle??I mean come on 1 blog like so hard me to keep up with this blog alone what about another two..I'm not much a typer but I have 2 months of holidays..WTH do u think I will be doing within those 2 months??I want to work yeah sound odd but I want to keep myself occupy..Well u might say 'u can help your mum to do chores' but the computer really distracts me to do anything beside sitting in front of it..Zzz..Its not really healthy..

Haha my 4 days holidays was seriously fantastic..But the trip back home was seriously boring I mean 6 hours trip was so not fun..

My mum said my face getting rounded just like my elder brother..She said I slept too much after PMR exam..Does 1 week rest made so many differences??WTH,why my face become fat instead why not my arms or my body D=??I don't know why but I'm easily get hungry lately although I don't do much of work..

Tanjung Leman beach is the best beach I seen so far that located at the Peninsular Malaysia..The water is seriously crystal clear..The water is so shallow even u go 50 metres from the shore the water only at your waist since the beach is gently sloping..Too bad the beach is quite remote and so far from where I'm living..I didn't have time to play at the beach either..It's really the perfect beach..

I don't bring camera while on this holidays so no picture =(..Ahh I miss the view of wonderful beach of Tanjung Leman..The name sound quite ugly but the view is nothing like the name..It was really worth the trip without having a need to ride up ferry or boat..

Like seriously,I felt slightly nervous because it was my first time went there..The nurse said I was scared..Uhhh,I'm not scared I'm just feeling awkward when the nurse checked and cleaned my teeth and the nurse treated me like a child,keep asking if I understood what she instructed what to do since she afraid I don't understand since I just smiled like an idiot(I couldn't help myself) and maybe my face looked a bit distracted -.-..But the tools are like seriously awesome..Bleah,I never been go to the dentist before,only at school for check up..So I'm too new for all this haha..I'm so lucky since I have perfect teeth..Well not really but all the teeth I currently having now doesn't have any dental filling at all..Yeah good job XD..I don't have enough molars teeth for my age at the moment due lack of space..I'm missing both right and left second molar teeth at my below jaw..I don't think I'll ever be grow my wisdom teeth..Well it's good because I have less teeth to proper care off..

I skipped school today and I will tomorrow too..

Yep,finally I managed to get my 50th entry..I only did it within 10 months^^..

October month has the most entry: 10 entries (so far)
May month was the month I didn't summit entry at all

It kinda irony when the October month has the most entries but the October month that I suppose to stay away from the computer because of PMR exam -.-..

Today at school was absolutely bored..The time ticking like very slowly..Lucky at near the end before school was over,our geography teacher gave us permission to play Monopoly..

I really want to skip school today but I have to return the text books..So yeah..

Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness. Bad days give you experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going..

Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keeps you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps you Glowing, but only God keeps you Going!

In life, nothing is for sure. Appreciate what you have today. Do not compare yourself with others..Live humbly ,do not flaunt your success or riches, instead share your blessings with others.

It's how you live as a person and treat others that will be remembered even when you are long gone..

I was depressed for a few moments before the last paper end..I'm thinking I will never enjoy anything like taking PMR again..Yeah PMR just a once in a life time..I'm seriously didn't put much effort on it and I did nothing extraordinary for PMR..It just like a normal exam to me maybe just a little more important,that's all..I'm anxious because the exam will never be easy again..I have to adapt with a slightly new learning environment and new exam format soon..It seem so suck..

Sure I get the freedom that I been waiting for now but the freedom doesn't last long..I'm worry a lot about my result..I'm screwed in BM paper,it pretty hopeless now but well I can still wish I get A right??

I missed my class exam...Hahaa,I just lucky not to take PMR in hall..It would be so awkward..I remember my position in PMR exam,it was on second floor,third class,second line from the left and second last row..It's so special,all related to second number except the class which was the third-.-..

ERT election is okay..It was not that hard even though I hardly study =X..Although there a few questions that I have no clue the answer is..

Ahh,I'm feeling weird with my body..Ugh I think I will fell sick??Noo!!Why after exam I always sick??

I forgot to mention that I been using mechanical pencil for objective paper since first day of PMR..

I will be return my text books back next Monday..I will miss my text books especially History since I didn't buy any reference book for it..Geography text book Form 3 doesn't interest me much..

Gah,never crossed my mind that Science paper 2 going to be hard..I'm expecting English paper 2 going to be hard since the paper 1 is easy..Nothing in paper 2 that I read for this exam come out..All depends on the teacher taught long time ago that keep in my long term memory and using my logic thinking..I in doubt now if I can get A for science..Yeah sure the marks to get A in Science will be lower but its not that great..

For Mathematics papers,I think alright except certain questions I'm struggle at..The questions in paper 2 was nothing similar in exam I usually do,well but I think it slightly easy..I can get A math for PMR now^^..I have my confidence but not over confidence of cause..History paper,I'm answering it with enthusiasm..I hope I'm not screwing it because of that..

Great why I have to screw up my BM paper??I'm having a bright future to get all subjects that I took exam so far to get A except BM T_T..

Argh too late to regret now..Isn't that a great way to start an important exam??There is very slim chance if I ever get A in BM now..I'm sorry a lot to my parents and Pn. Baishah because I disappoint your hopes..Too bad the world isn't ending just yet when I screwed the BM paper 2..I still can't believe I'm having PMR this week..When I did my BM paper 1,I'm so not serious about it..PMR exam to me is just like another ordinary exam..What happen to me?!?!Argh I must have nerves disconnection somewhere in my brain because I study too hard..Yeah,that such a bad lie..

Like really it coming today??Yeah,whatever I don't really prepare for it but at least I did something..

I glad I could sleep peacefully yesterday..Although I couldn't finish the activities I planned because I dozed off too early..I still feel sleepy even I woke up 1 hour ago..Uhh??

I asked for forgiveness for anyone that know me..I'm apologize if I made you guys hurt in any way or if you feel I kind of show-off sometimes without me knowing it>.<..Wish me goodluck on the exam..I hope I can answer questions confidently..

I love my family so much..They are so supportive and concern about me..I can't disappoint their hope to see me succeed..Thank you especially for:

My mother,she brought me to buy stationary for the exam;..I'm so picky about pen I'm going to write with..Not too forget praying me for my well-being.. My elder sister,she called yesterday..She said don't need to be so stress out..But I still need to get 8 As since she got 8 As XD.. My aunt,she also called me yesterday.. My father,he keep remind to study since I spend too much time in front of computer..At least my father reminded me since my mother didn't.. I love all my teachers without them,I be nothing..So this PMR exam indicated how much I love them..Thank you,for all hardwork:

My Primary Teachers:

My science teacher Year 4 and 5 Pn. Noraini..I love her so much..She knows I'm special gifted ;D..
My mathematics teacher Year 5 and 6 Pn. Norhayati..Well,she is very hardworking..I admit that because of her I scored A in mathematics in UPSR..
My BM teacher Year 5 and 6 Pn. Salmah..She so sarcastic..I enjoyed a lot while her teaching me in class..She also loves to tell us stories..

My Secondary Teachers:

My science teacher Form 1 Pn. Zalina..I love her a lot..Maybe because she tend to notice me a lot more than other students..
My geography teacher Form 1 and 2 Pn. Rohani..She made me fell in love with geography..The love with the subject never die until this moment..
My BM and sejarah teacher Form 3 Pn. Baishah..Well I started to like her when I getting better in sejarah and she started to notice me more..Hehe,she so supportive to me,she believe I can get A in BM if I work just a little more..
My mathematics teacher Form 3 Pn. Asiah..She just want me to change my attitude,if I do she believes that I do much better since I have my potential..It just a waste to let my potential to rust just like that..I hope I can do it..Believe it!! Naruto too much,haha XD
My mentor Pn. Saleha..She helped me better in sejarah,without her tutor I still struggling with sejarah subject..

Seriously,I dislike the fact that the heat PMR is getting near >.<..

Yesterday at school,there was 'ask for blessing to the teachers' ceremony..My both arms quite ache after shaking hands with many teachers..Meh,now I couldn't imagine how tired the teachers were after shaking hands with many students..After the ceremony on the way to my class,I felt a bit of exhausted..It became worse while on the journey to my house..I like wanted to collapse after I arriving home..Where the heck my energiticness??I usually have some reserved energy but now I don't think I have anymore D=..

OMG,in the class yesterday it kinda funny when one my classmate who is boy asked me to write love letter since his friend who is same classmate as me said he jealous of his friend got love letter,so he want it too (it's the boy who I talked in the recent entry)..Eww,WTH isn't that odd??I mean come on the PMR exam so near,I don't have time to write that stupid stuff..So I turned down the request hahaa..I don't get it why he asked me to write it??You could just ask another girl but why me??It not like I interested in that boy anyways..Just because that boy tend to mark my paper lot it doesn't mean we have connection >.>..Before I forget,I thought the boy used to get love letter before??

Today I will need to arrange the table for PMR exam after recess..It's really indicate that PMR getting nearer..I pray I have good health in terms of physical and mental when the PMR is held..

Okay,that is a random title=.=..Couldn't be anything else haha..

Last Saturday,my family and I went to eat lunch at Kenny Rogers Roaster for our special gathering..The total bill was RM 135 plus a few cents O.O..Real expensive since my family on ate the lunch for only 25 minutes..Yeah quite long but the foods quite a lot..I mean 1 whole and a half chicken to eat plus the 4 bowls side dish..

So today I marked the 'gerak gempur' answer paper..Boring..Yeah,I know but I cant resist the fact certain someone keep getting my paper to mark..Not that I'm complaining,he just quite unfortunate not to get other people paper >.>..I never got a chance to mark his paper thought ahhaaa...Better stay that way..I rather let he marks my paper rather than his deskmate because his deskmate the one who scribbled my history paper (that now become ashes)..Grr..

Now I pretend that PMR is just 2 days more..Argh,I'm too relaxing now..Serious problem =.=..

How to start..Well lets just say last week and this week many things happened..I had fever,my friend stated joked about me,then I had sore throat,my printer not working and currently my computer having stupid errors yeah..


On Sunday's night I felt a little uncomfortable on my chest so I slept a little early..The next morning I felt my throat extremely dry,I drank water then I found out I had sore throat..Yeah,my health very unstable after I recovered from the fever..fsjkabfas..

Yesterday,I discovered that my printer cannot detected the freaking ink cartridges when I want to print out something..It's not only one cartridge but two!!Which are black and yellow..So I decided to fix up the ink cartridge this morning..Guess what when I remove the black cartridge??The freaking red ants that intruded my scanner awhile ago!!Lucky there no eggs in the cartridges holder but there a lot of dust thought=/..I cleaned up and removed the all the cartridges to clean up the cartridges holder..After I done I checked the ink, the printer is being smart its rejected the black cartridge but the yellow cartridge remained undetected..Its said black cartridge is unoriginal..WTH,how dare it said that!!Its really original my dad bought it so expensive..#@$@$..The intelligence chip is really stuck-up..I hate it..

My South Korean Heart by likeacliche

" O P P A " by pinkslipper

Yay!!I finally lose my damn blue bicycle..Oh that's great,I will walk to school everyday now instead of cycling..That mean I'm going to take a long holiday after I finish my PMR exam..Yeah damn right..Oh the sarcastic did work on me well..

2nd Edit on 2:20 PM:

I got new bicycle within a day..Obviously I got the same blue and design bicycle that I just lose today..Kinda funny ._. .My mother just pity me because I have to walk to school and home,it's not that far but it not comfortable to walk in hot weather..I lose the bicycle because I'm so careless >.>..However I don't regret I lose that bicycle somehow but I feel bad for my mother need to buy another bicycle..Which mean wasted money..

Yeah, very tiring indeed..Somehow I lacked of my stamina..OMG where the rest my stamina goes to T_T??

Bleah, blame on the shopping on Saturday's night..I swear I only shopping about an hour and half but my body became real tired..I was real sleepy..I ended up sleeping till 2 PM and skipped my Geography extra class,that started on 8 AM..Well I did woke up on 7:50 AM, but my mind like 'oh no u late there's no way u go to that class,sure the teacher will be nag when u arrive late'..So I drifted to the sleep again woke up on 9:30 AM after awhile laying on the bed, my eyes got shut again >.>..Ohh how lazy my days could get ._. ..

Well on Monday while Science period, my science teacher asked a question that need to be calculate..Well I calculated but I used wrong number, I said I'm done but when my teacher asked my answer my realisation hit me I used wrong number then I said 'wait teacher I'm not done yet', my science teacher teased me by wrote on the whiteboard what I'm saying..Gawd wasn't it funny >.>??I calculated again then I said the correct answer but boo its wrong since I miscalculated it..Haha I never good at something when I rushed =.=ll..

I don't watch Naruto now..Why not??I was like crazy about it a week ago..Well it because blame on Sasuke, he's has pride problem..Pftt I dont mind if he dont talk so much like Cloud or Squall but pride problem make I loathed more than anything..Geez talk about dignity and self-conscious..Way to go huh??Of cause I still like read Sasusaku's fan fictions though..

2 weeks ago I unable to on the internet which a torture to me but somehow it was a good week since I worked up on my homework..However I still got access to the computer so I decided to type something on my Microsoft Word..Boy,I lazy to type anything on my Blog lately..Not that its important but it's real fun when I looked back at my past..

Wednesday, 10th September 2008, 8:16 PM

Today I dislike certain someone who did freaking scribbles on my history paper.. I’m so pissed off felt like want to burn the paper and hit the guy on his leg.. Let he has cripple leg once again..Gosh I sound evil..I so confused to choose between my patient and my anger..I don’t get it why he did it, does he find me annoying??Well I admit I’m quite annoying since I always suddenly make sudden noise >.<..Couldn’t help myself..Or because he hate me since I’m good at history??Or just because he just a plain idiot, like to make people piss off >.>..It’s not the first time my male classmates made me felt annoyed..Very funny since I’m not really good at responding on certain situation meh..

I felt like an idiot when I blurted out a word on science period..I felt like want to take back that word that I said and say another word because it’s so not myself..At least my science teacher said I’m good at remembering things^^..Haha beat that..Why other people teased me about it??It’s not like I’m related to that word..It just a keyword to remember thing easily..Bleah, I guess they thought the another meaning hmm..

Stupid metal compound that so ‘active’..

Thursdays, 11th September 2008, 5:09 PM

Last night I burned the paper..Might sound crazy but I did it for real..Well I hope I will forget about the paper sooner or later..I made my assumption that the guy scribbled my paper just for fun..Gawd, why my paper became his victim T_T??Tomorrow there will be math test..I hope I’m doing well since I did quite lot of math exercise lately..

Oh wait, tonight there will be Amazing Race Asia season 3..I can’t wait to watch it..You know what??I interested in watching Naruto at the moment =.=..How awesome is that >.>??

I failed at baking cake..Meh it more like hard biscuit rather than fluffy cake..

I having sore throat..This is a bad sign because it indicated about I'm getting common cold soon >.<..

Yesterday was my secondary Principal Retirement ceremony..Although he supposes to retire official on 4th September 2008..My principal got tons of gift that including Ogawa legs message..You wonder why I knew??It because it wasn't wrap in gift wrap, my friend said it was for a show off..A perfect gift I guess since he having foot ache..Another interesting gift was a wooden carved end table..My classmate joked that it was a stool for the principal to sit on while playing with his grandchildren =.=..I said the principal going to have back ache since he has nothing to lean on..

I wouldn't hate the ceremony so much if the sun ray not straight away hit on my face..It made my face tan..Now it quite brown rather than yellow-brownish..Argh I really need to buy sunblock to prevent my skin from tanning so much..It seem like a miracle at the beginning of the ceremony,the surrounding environment was quite foggy..It seem like going to rain but its not..

Ugh,yesterday morning was kinda freaked me out..I dreamed about I failed my most favourite subject which is Geography..And I'm the only 1 who failed >.<..Well not really failed the answer paper showed 48% marks, still in D grade but to me its still fail..When I received the paper I was like weird since the answer paper was look like I never seen it before..The lines was traced by pencil messily which is not my type..I looked down and it clearly shown my name wrote by my handwriting..The part which I confused the was the marks 9+8..The usual way to count the geography paper is like "the total correct answer u get"/"the total questions" x 100%..So it suppose to be 28% but I get 48% instead haha..Kinda creepy I admit but I'm quite sure it never come true since I dreamed it in the morning..I woke up myself up in the middle of the dream,that time around 7 AM..It kinda remind me my mum's dream about my dad's old blue car caught up by fire which happened in the morning too..

My dad really need to control his temper..He hardly angry but when he does its really make your ears bleed from his screaming..He got angry yesterday's evening since he had nothing to eat because my mum still hadn't back from visiting her parents..I got fed up when my dad asked me to telephone again my mum why she so late so I ran up upstairs and went into my bedroom then I waited my mum to return home,I ended sleeping instead though..

I bored so I took some photos of my cats..

I love where the cat's ears ha..The car's ears are so flexible I wish my ears can do like that >.<..

Ahhh why you take another picture??I thought you already done =.=ll..Oh yeah the flashes blinded my eyes..

Alright I ready for this photo shoot..I'm looking good aren't I??

Okay,I'm off..You just plain crazy..Tata..

The exam is alright except BM I couldn't finish it..Ugh..Slow writer D=..Need to practice writing..There 2 more papers to take..Argh feel lazy to study..Argh I can't shoot whatever I want in Science Paper 2..Yeah,I'm very good at shooting answer..Mostly correct which is a amazing surprise O.o..I feel a bit disappointed when I answer the question confidently sometimes it wrong T_T..

Yesterday my finger got poked by the compasses' point..It hurt like hell>.<..Made my whole arm numb..

By the way,one of my classmate has a weird habit which is stares other people feet while exam-.-..Of cause she only stares this particular guy feet only,she thinks that his shoes too big for his feet..I have no comment about that since I don't have any experience in staring other people feet..I wonder how come the guy never caught her staring his foot..She also keep staring at me whenever she bored after she finish her paper,she thinks my face expression is very interesting and funny while I'm doing my paper ._. ..I never bother about it though,since I'm answering my paper intently >.>..

I hate last Saturday camp..It was so boring and totally a failure..The camp wasnt even archive the aim that the school wanted..At least to me anyways >.>..It could be more successful if the camp was held more than 1 day since I'm kinda hard to get along with new people within a short while and the students should be more friendly unlike the 2 Chinese girls that taught us chinese calligraphy..They like keep talking in chinese and me and my friend (Nabilahanis) like huh??Dont make feel me so isolated,I'm want to get along too T_T..Anyways here the chinese calligraphy that write my short name:

A chinese female teacher wrote it..I think it quite nice ^^..I think it suppose to sound ai-ni,right??

Now the camp already over,all I want is a certificate for joined it..Yeah I sound greedy but whatever..

Firstly,I'll say hwahT_T!!I'm an idiot because I accidentally left a damn car key in the car after I locked it ._.*smack my forehead*..

Anyways the canteen day was fun although my legs quite tired because walking like a mindless person back and forth around the car park..I swear I must walked more than 3 km if counted..I spent RM 10.50 on buying food but after I back from home I'm still hungry >.<..Well I bought crab balls RM 1,2 pieces of cake RM 1,a piece of kaya waffle RM 2,a nata de coco drink RM 1,a kebab bread RM 2.50 and lastly honeydew milk tea pearl RM 3..I think the honeydew drink was ripped off..It so expensive for drink the taste wasnt the best either >.>..IMO,I rather buy a fruit yogurt drink from Secret Recipe that cost RM 8.50..The taste very nice,it really worth it =D..

Hah,I out of ideas what to put..So this week was kinda bad since on Wednesday I have to wait for 1 hour outside of my house waiting my mum to come back from picked up my younger sibling from school while doing nothing since I don't have the door key,I only had the lock key..My dad fault T_T..He wouldn't listen to my mum >.>..On Thursday,my left feet accidentally got poked by durian thorns while I was walking..My big toe was injured and also my younger brother's back feet..The durian wasn't in proper place in the first place and I was careless when walking =/..Yesterday was quite unusual since 7:30PM should be slightly dark but it was like morning and clear..However it turned to normal later..

You know what??I keep found myself flaws these days..On way back from the school,I realise that I'm never feel pity for the burden I gave to other people around me..The truth has some evidences that I can't barely deny anymore..I made my teachers almost crazy or my best friend and my mother actually cried over me..I never understand why I feel so sorry for the people that I never know and yet I never feel so sorry people that around me..What kind a self-centered I am??I'm very sorry T_T..I don't really like people expect so much from me..

Man,the competition was awful..Eh its not like I cried over it anyways..Haha..What do u expected from the first time experience??It must not pleasantly nice..At least I learned something useful from the competition..However,the presentation that made by SERATAS' students made me quite amazed..At least for the opening anyways..What do u expect from Form 5 students??And obviously they came from Sekolah Menengah Sains,so they pretty have some advantages..

Hmm I haven't write a thing for like for 2 months haha..It because so many things happened..And obviously my elder brother keep conquering the computer rawr..I cant get online..Well actually I can but I'm too busy playing games..Especially the Warrior Orochi and Final Fantasy 8>.<..At least I went to Terangganu twice within 2 months..It so fun but the last trip I having my period so I cant swim in the nice calm blue seaT_T.. Oh yeah,I let one of my classmate know about this blog a few weeks ago..She read it and ended up spoiling it to my friends rawr..I hit her head with one of my hands haha..I sound bad>.>..That the revenge for spoiling my stuff..It not that secret but I kinda mad for some reasons..Pity her..I'm sorry Maysarah if I hit too hard..If wont make difference to your intelligence right??Since I hit like once in a blue moon..I used to hit my friend head a lot back in primary school..It like a habit because she always teased me ahhh..Then again I never hit people head in secondary school except certain situations..

Erm May(Maysarah) asked me to recommend more interesting stories to read so I give one story that I think interesting..

When Angels Fall by FutureS..It like the most unique story I ever read..It so interesting to read the problems main hero had to face..Yes,the story involve around hero instead of the heroine..It about a hero that almost suicide himself because of his problems that he cant handle anymore..His mum died and his father one day never come back from his work when the hero was little..Suddenly an angel came stopped him and the angel explain that the angel became his angel and the hero can wish whatever his want but of cause he need to some rules follow..But the problem is the rules only get explain one by one..So its like where the story continue, you have to read yourself if u want to know more >.O..

Wow,I real liking today haha..I mean come on it not that bad..I got chance to explore other secondary school..The science and technology carnival was okay..I missed the chance to watch solar cars and rocket competition thought T_T..Pfft the science experiment uh like so a failure >.>..I think only the last section my partner and I managed to do well..Well because it so easy about density =.=..I real hate the section 4,it about making paper aeroplane..My partner and I were clueless about the procedures even it in simple english..Tsk I think I'm real bad in reading instruction >.<..I more better hearing since it give more explanation..Uhh and another 1 was about looking structure X's cell through microscope..Bleah,I cant see a thing through the microscope ahh..If u cant see a thing,what do u expect to draw =/..My partner just drew whatsoever she saw..Oh yeah I realise that my natural curved eye lashes keep blocking the view when I see through the microscope-.-..Something nice doesn't mean it doesn't has disadvantages..Nice I screwed up 2 sections..

After the science experiment completed,my partner and walked around the school..We walked quite sometime,for like an hour..My legs were tired from all the walking..But then again after I arrived at my own school I felt so hyper for some reasons..Even my friend (my partner) couldn't cope with me since I'm walking too fast (My usual habit when I feel extremely happy) XD..It a very memorable memory..The science experiment really taught me some useful stuff..I would like to join again the science experiment with my deskmate if I get another chance since it real fun even u screw up half of the time =P..

My partner in the science experiment is my this year deskmate..Thank you Nabilahanis for willing to be my partner <3..

WTH is optimist??Uh I might be not the one since I more like hyper then all sudden become depress..Hmm very odd>.>..Positive all the time,sound easy when I was younger since it really almost trouble-free in back of the days..

Zzz I think I like to change interest towards male too often-.-..I mean come on,I easily get bored with the same person within only short period time..I can't imagine if I start to get a boyfriend,sure I'm keep changing boyfriend..Such a playgirl>.<..I don't want that title T_T..I so liking Big Bang now..They so freaking kyute except 2 members which hot type rather than cute I think..Aish,1 of the member his smiles are so adorable haha..I mean in Always MV..U go check it out if u don't believe it ;O..

Uhljjang Equation by mama_gir1

Daddy, Guess What? I'm Pregnant! by BLU3_OC3AN

Okay my hormones just can't get away easily lately..It so troublesome..I don't want end up doing like of most my friends do..I feel like throwing up when to think about my friends do all the mushy stuff because of their hormones..Bleah*Smack my head*..What happened to me really??Just get over it,its not that hard..Actually it real hard to fight within yourself..Its like part of yours like dieing and of cause u don't want to see that happen do u???

Oh yeah,I being a bad girl today..I skipped school just because my parents not at home due to my younger brother annual check-up with doctor in Kuala Lumpur..A part of me want to go to school but my elder sister woke me up like 6:45 AM..How the heck I'm going to get ready in just 35 minutes minus eating breakfast..Geez,I taking a lot of time to get ready like approximately an hour..20 minutes to eat breakfast..Ahh I'm such a slow people and time waster >.>..

Well,u might no clue what the heck I'm talking about really =P..It just I'm waiting a forum to be up again from daily maintenance which just about 10 minutes more which so long for me to wait..I was reading a nice Korean fan fiction in that forum before I realised that the forum under going daily maintenance because I'm going to read another chapter of the story on other page u see..So damn close to finished the story T_T..So far,I read 3 stories Korean fan fictions from that forum,1 finished read it,1 almost and 1 half finish it..Man I so crazy over romance fan fictions geez..Oh well,I better finish up reading my story since the forum is up again..


I'm Pregnant With His Baby by E X O T S I A x..It was great..It about an artist fell in love with his helper..After sometime,they relationship continue to grow which ended up her getting pregnant,after she told the male she pregnant,he got into a planned car accident..And well u know he suffered loss memories..The writer never wanted to recover his past memory till the end of story..Which I thought the writer would when I reading the story..

Sorry, I Love You (I'm Pregnant) by giianer..It was a sweet story..Not much of twisted plot since it kinda a lay-back story...I love the beginning of the story thought on how she and he met..Oh yea, the main couple child's of the fan fiction is male..Which I liking since it always been a girl instead of a boy but he didn't appear much in the story thought*sigh*..It didn't make sense thought the main male character suffered a coma over 6 months just because a vehicle crashed into him..I'm surprised he not suffered memory loss..

He Bought Me by Sunghee_Ster..A very nice story..Not really something I though in my mind when I started reading but the fact the main female character having 3 guys loving her was..Blah,its your choice to think is good thing or not~..

Really,it just too confusing..I don't want even think about it anymore..My feelings keep mixing up..Thanks to the school and the major exam,PMR..I swear I never feel so much intense before this year =(..

Okay,that it so untrue..It so boring really..Zzzzz..I visited my maternal grandparents today..I was like most of the day sleeping instead since I don't really have something to do..So nothing much interesting to type about..

Yeah sure..I'll just think my parents so worry about myself since I'm taking PMR this year..Of cause they worrier because it way important than UPSR duh..Look up at my last year exam result it really horrible..Shesh,why I can't realise that way??Man,I should really stop myself on touching the computer..But what about the projects?!?!Ahh it really has no points..At least I try my best to attend mentor-mentee class..Oh good,I like almost forget about making a study timetable..Good thing I actually type this thing too..Oh yeah,just reminder for myself PMR exam will be on 13 - 17 October..It seem so a short way..Within less a month,on 8 May to the last week of first school semester there will be Middle Year Exam..Oh it will hard if I keep myself like this..

I think this blog start to be more about my feelings and thoughts rather than my life do u think so XD??Oh just nevermind about that..This April month is The Language Month for my school..So there various competitions for different languages like Malay,English,Arab,Mandarin and Tamil..There a quiz for English language,it suppose to be held on Tuesday's morning but due to special assembly so it got postpone today..Yeah last Monday I had odd fever..My body was very hot but I still strong not like a sick people apart from the temperature that is..I couldn't sleep well throughout the night..I almost make up my mind not coming to school yesterday but I don't want to burden my friend since I'm borrowing her exercise book..Well I suppose I can't type any longer,I need to catch up with the future u see..Maybe its not too late,or maybe its too late..

I feel like want to curse already..A bit wont hurt like I never curse before but I never really curse in front of people doesn't seem appropriate to me..I like so an innocent teenager..Oh please if u want to know the true me u will be so shock I not as pure as u might think..I wish I'm real innocent it won't bother me much like now*mumble something*..I wish I never remember the corrupted and bad memories..They seem so wrong,it like so rare cases,no one really know about except me..At least I don't get abuse physically but it do abuse my mentality =(..Ugh anyways my muscle is straining so bad due to the exercise today..Oh yeah I almost forgot,first time I late for school like for real..Blame on me for no reason for my lateness..

Seriously I'm pretty much dead boring..I keep myself occupied last week with reading Final Fantasy VIII fan fictions..Now I'm finished reading interesting fan fictions,I'm have nothing to do..Well at least the Final Fantasy Versus XIII guy keep me staring him for hours -.-..I'm so hating myself for saying that*bang my head repeatedly on the wall*..He not that hot,handsome or whatsoever since he only a drawing but heh something make me attract to him..I'm thinking putting wallpaper Final Fantasy Versus XIII as my wallpaper but it very ridiculous since people will suspect something when they see it mainly because the guy as focus point*cough*hate controversial*cough*..Not like I like Final Fantasy since ugh I don't afford to buy PS3 and I don't want to get the addiction..

Okay,I'm getting like so lazy to write in my blogger..There way too much to write,seriously I rather write in my mind >.>..

I sprained my right ankle when I fell from the bicycle when I was on my way from school to my home..It suck since it raining heavily when I fell T_T..I like holding my ankle for a few minutes then I stood up,picked up the text books and rushed home since I don't want my text books getting further wet..My school uniform like already soaked wet to my skin..The pain was quite sharp but it been decrease now..My ankle still sprain thought,I can only walk in slow motion..But I think its not that bad since it don't swell,well I hope since I don't tell my parents about it..

Well,today is the last day of school holidays..What a bummer I still haven't finished my homeworks..Stupid Maplestory distracting me and made me waste time a lot on it..Maybe I better send Maplestory to hell -.-..I feel like want to shoot myself,I can't control myself for procrastination too much..Uhh tomorrow sure I have problem regarding Bahasa Melayu paper T-T..I'm pretty sure I will be fail on that paper..Other than that I think its ok..Sure my school principal will kill me for failing BM paper..Stupid I don't I think deserved to be place in so called "RK"(Rancangan Khas) class anymore..It just too stressing,I can't handle that =(..

My dad is a liar,he already promised to buy a printer and scanner on this holidays but then again I'm not get 1 yet =(..I need it urgently to do my school projects..Bleah I complain like I instantly use it when I get it -.-..Anyways it like a month I haven't post in my blog since my stupid internet couldn't get connect due to invalid username/password..But then I got connect yesterday night,lucky..If not this 1 week holidays,I'll be rooting with Final Fantasy Tactics Advance.. Not bad I guess heh..

Last week,I got 4 days holidays trip with my family..It was so fun,so many nice memories,not to mention the bads 1 too..Not that bad but it literally hell,my younger sister actually threw up in the car all over her clothes..I had to wipe off the threw up..It really disgusting I feel like want to throw up a few times while wiping..I think it just a small deal since my mum can wipe my siblings threw ups without any problem so why I can't??I must will be a bad mum in the future if I can't wipe it..

Other than that quite good eh,got chance to play at the beach,swim in the swimming pool..All the stuff that I love..

Erm this are something that randomly I wrote while exam..I'm not so sure it consider as poem but whatever..I wish I can scan the papers but pfftt like people can read my handwriting..

Something about freedom
It something u cant see
And yet it means a lot
It like having a pair of wings
That can fly and touch
the vast blue sky
But then it not even close enough
To describe the freedom is
Be appreciate while u still having it
It might go away and
Never return again

Wrote this while Living Skills Objective(ERT) paper

It just life
U have to succeed it
to enjoy it
If not it just an empty space
(Asking to myself)Then when I will change?
I hope it wont be to late
to realize it an important matter
Yeah I hope
A little hope wont hurt
but will it change??
The answer is no

The above poem left hanging,I dont bother to continue it..

Like u can touch the sky
The nature fly so up high
The peace making me feel so calm
The wind blowing over me
Feel so gentle
Like motherly touch
Feeling so pure

Wrote the both poems while Religion Subjective paper

I seem a very free people huh??Like people care about that haha..

Happy Valentine's Day everyone,although I'm a bit late for a day..Well liek 14 years ago I never celebrate Valentine's Day and this year is still the same..I'm a loner,boo~..No,not really..I don't think I'm ready for that..

Anyway, I fell in love with someone >.<..

Since just yesterday u are part me
I used stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it feel so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on..

That lyric really describe my feeling towards him..But the problem is he... is only an anime character D=..He like really a kewl,sexxay,hawt and handsome guy too*faint*(Bleah,what I am thinking?!?!)..Man,I seem desperate..Oh kay,I dont think I fell in love with him,maybe just attracted to him ;O.. Really its like the first time evarz I like an anime guy -.-..It sound so wronggg..Maybe its just my hormones >.>..

Oh yeah,yesterday around 1 am there a real cool fireworks showcase in front of my house since its for after event Chinese New Year,I think..The view was like spectacular although it quite noisy..

Today was quite horrible D=..Not finished the homeworks was a problem,I almost getting late for school due to wake up late since I rushing do my homeworks in the middle of night,lucky I arrived in school just in time..After the assembly,I thought the Math period was over since I haven't finish the Math homework so I thought I can get over it and finish it later..But I'm so wrong..I got caught by my teacher*cough*..Oh well,at least a few person didn't finish it too ;O..Erm after recess,my fear has arrived when a teacher called us for Injection Tetanus Vaccine..I never thought the injection will be happen today since in the assembly there an announcement regarding it but never tell when..My left arm kinda okay now,not so sore like a few hours ago..Oh yeah,while I'm chatting between the subject periods my classmate told me than my other classmate had her blood smeared on her upper sleeve and shoulder and it kinda lot too..I looked at mine too,and guess what??There's blood on my upper sleeve and shoulder too,but it not that bad..

Happy Chinese New Year to anyone who celebrate it I hope u guys will have prosperous year ahead since is the mouse year..I just wanna say goodluck on the upcoming mouse year,may God bless u with health and wealth^^..

I'm so hate yesterday,I got nothing for yesterday after all the whole day walking in various shopping complexes but my elder sister got a brand new cellphone Nokia 3500 classic..Not I wanting a cellphone but buy me something at least D=..My dad already promised to buy a printer on upcoming school holidays..But the thing that annoys me is I have to face a monthly test before the school holidays..The result of the test it like crucial,the principal already gave warning to whoever get E's or even D's T.T..Oh yeah,I kinda regretted follow my family to Ipoh and back home gained nothing except super tired -.-..I supposed to go library with my friends..Oh well family first rather than friends..

Well,I real busy with homeworks lately so I don't even have enough time to go on computer..Erm nothing good to for this week,all about daily things I tend to forget easily =.=ll..

Well my birthday not that bad I got a treat to eat at Secret Recipe restaurant..I ate spaghetti meatballs,a glass of fruit yogurt drink and a slice of cheesecake..No candle on the cake so sue my family..It's not like every year my dad actually concerns about my birthday -.-..Meh,the spaghetti was served in a large plate,I almost couldn't finish it on my own plus the drink..

Erm my life could be worse or better in this last 2 days..I just don't know which 1 -.-..Anyways it just humiliate me if I tell u about my life for yesterday and today..I hope my life get better soon..Oh yeah,my birthday is coming soon within 2 days >.<..OMG I will get old but whatever..

Well yesterday I didn't post in my blog since I totally sleepy yesterday..Well uh yesterday got P.E (Physical Education) I learned how to throw javelin..Erm not bad but the first time I threw it was so suck..I merely made it stick it on the ground,it more like throwing it and then lied flat on the ground ROFL..The second time I tried not bad,I made the javelin stick into the ground although not that far..More like 4-6 feet from me,well at least I still passed the test..

Well there nothing much happened today except I got caught by the prefect during the spot check after the assembly because I'm wearing black socks..Who cares about that,big deal..Oh yea like always the weekly assembly so boring and tiring too since we have to stand throughout the assembly..So suck,I want my school's hall complete now but at least I will be the first batch in the school to use the hall for PMR examination =D..At least I think so..

Well,I suppose to go library to meet my friends and do homeworks together today but erm I afraid my mum will angry since I already went out yesterday..So I like practically doing nothing today haha..But I'm still have tons of homeworks to do..I always procrastination my homeworks *sigh*..Oh yeah talk about yesterday,I went to Watson with intention to buy lip balm or perfume..I tested a perfume on my wrist but I sprayed a bit too much..Guess what??The fragrance still there today even I took shower 2 times already..Haha I didn't buy anything from Watson thought,guess nothing interested me..

Ok I don't why I did this blog but it doesn't matter since I'm quite bored..Oh yeah I think the URL of my blog quite EMO ROFL..Who cares about the the stupid URL,I have no idea what other name to put..