The Path I Walked On

Seriously I'm pretty much dead boring..I keep myself occupied last week with reading Final Fantasy VIII fan fictions..Now I'm finished reading interesting fan fictions,I'm have nothing to do..Well at least the Final Fantasy Versus XIII guy keep me staring him for hours -.-..I'm so hating myself for saying that*bang my head repeatedly on the wall*..He not that hot,handsome or whatsoever since he only a drawing but heh something make me attract to him..I'm thinking putting wallpaper Final Fantasy Versus XIII as my wallpaper but it very ridiculous since people will suspect something when they see it mainly because the guy as focus point*cough*hate controversial*cough*..Not like I like Final Fantasy since ugh I don't afford to buy PS3 and I don't want to get the addiction..