The Path I Walked On

Seriously I'm pretty much dead boring..I keep myself occupied last week with reading Final Fantasy VIII fan fictions..Now I'm finished reading interesting fan fictions,I'm have nothing to do..Well at least the Final Fantasy Versus XIII guy keep me staring him for hours -.-..I'm so hating myself for saying that*bang my head repeatedly on the wall*..He not that hot,handsome or whatsoever since he only a drawing but heh something make me attract to him..I'm thinking putting wallpaper Final Fantasy Versus XIII as my wallpaper but it very ridiculous since people will suspect something when they see it mainly because the guy as focus point*cough*hate controversial*cough*..Not like I like Final Fantasy since ugh I don't afford to buy PS3 and I don't want to get the addiction..

Okay,I'm getting like so lazy to write in my blogger..There way too much to write,seriously I rather write in my mind >.>..

I sprained my right ankle when I fell from the bicycle when I was on my way from school to my home..It suck since it raining heavily when I fell T_T..I like holding my ankle for a few minutes then I stood up,picked up the text books and rushed home since I don't want my text books getting further wet..My school uniform like already soaked wet to my skin..The pain was quite sharp but it been decrease now..My ankle still sprain thought,I can only walk in slow motion..But I think its not that bad since it don't swell,well I hope since I don't tell my parents about it..

Well,today is the last day of school holidays..What a bummer I still haven't finished my homeworks..Stupid Maplestory distracting me and made me waste time a lot on it..Maybe I better send Maplestory to hell -.-..I feel like want to shoot myself,I can't control myself for procrastination too much..Uhh tomorrow sure I have problem regarding Bahasa Melayu paper T-T..I'm pretty sure I will be fail on that paper..Other than that I think its ok..Sure my school principal will kill me for failing BM paper..Stupid I don't I think deserved to be place in so called "RK"(Rancangan Khas) class anymore..It just too stressing,I can't handle that =(..

My dad is a liar,he already promised to buy a printer and scanner on this holidays but then again I'm not get 1 yet =(..I need it urgently to do my school projects..Bleah I complain like I instantly use it when I get it -.-..Anyways it like a month I haven't post in my blog since my stupid internet couldn't get connect due to invalid username/password..But then I got connect yesterday night,lucky..If not this 1 week holidays,I'll be rooting with Final Fantasy Tactics Advance.. Not bad I guess heh..

Last week,I got 4 days holidays trip with my family..It was so fun,so many nice memories,not to mention the bads 1 too..Not that bad but it literally hell,my younger sister actually threw up in the car all over her clothes..I had to wipe off the threw up..It really disgusting I feel like want to throw up a few times while wiping..I think it just a small deal since my mum can wipe my siblings threw ups without any problem so why I can't??I must will be a bad mum in the future if I can't wipe it..

Other than that quite good eh,got chance to play at the beach,swim in the swimming pool..All the stuff that I love..

Erm this are something that randomly I wrote while exam..I'm not so sure it consider as poem but whatever..I wish I can scan the papers but pfftt like people can read my handwriting..

Something about freedom
It something u cant see
And yet it means a lot
It like having a pair of wings
That can fly and touch
the vast blue sky
But then it not even close enough
To describe the freedom is
Be appreciate while u still having it
It might go away and
Never return again

Wrote this while Living Skills Objective(ERT) paper

It just life
U have to succeed it
to enjoy it
If not it just an empty space
(Asking to myself)Then when I will change?
I hope it wont be to late
to realize it an important matter
Yeah I hope
A little hope wont hurt
but will it change??
The answer is no

The above poem left hanging,I dont bother to continue it..

Like u can touch the sky
The nature fly so up high
The peace making me feel so calm
The wind blowing over me
Feel so gentle
Like motherly touch
Feeling so pure

Wrote the both poems while Religion Subjective paper

I seem a very free people huh??Like people care about that haha..